Week 2!
6:54 PM - Monday, July 25, 2011
WOW what a draining day.... up at 6:30 AM.. Morning class for business at 7:30 =/ solid day at school with nothing much unusual, just the average boredom... TILL 5!!!!! gosh, 9 nd half hours of my day spent at school due to Ext History in the arvo.. so so tired ):
so yesh just here to complain bout my 9.5hr day..
cya~
Countdown :)
7:07 PM - Saturday, July 23, 2011
28days ^^ yayayayayay can't wait!
Looking forward to the weekend~
5:20 PM
Not really actually... I told a fib (:
weekends are just.. weekends... so not that special. Best part has and always will be, Friday night at 180 FM and Sunday morning at church.
Sometimes i sorta wonder.. whether i actually like going, on Friday nights and Sunday mornings, to learn about God, or just.. socialise? I guess the game at 180 FM was quite the fun :) "teef" as a friend put it, where we had to say the name of our fruit/veg/animal, without showing any teeth. If someone did, someone had to flap their arms and yell "teef teef" gosh stupid Mat. got almost half the people out D:
but yeah.. one week till trials. time to die
oh and something a friend showed me,
Noodles,... Don't Noodles...
Such a deep quote at the end;
"Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery but Today is a gift. That is why it is called the Present"
p.s. will figure out how to embed later (:
one week to go D:
11:23 PM - Friday, July 22, 2011
hmm Friday.. wasn't as good as i was hoping it to be haha. Guess that's what happens when you get your hopes up. Never a good thing.
180 FM was alright, wasn't great but yeah, least something to look forward to i guess?
*sigh* I sorta want to give up.. leading a Mp4 group.. like, I feel that I'm not.. suitable to be a leader? So many other people, who I think are better 'candidates' better Christians, better people..
I can't motivate my group either, struggling just to get an answer out of them... "i don't know", "boring", etc... not much to go on.. and i think i just give up so fast..
*sigh*
Rejoice in the Lord, Always~
Gosh week 1 almost gone already!
5:59 PM - Thursday, July 21, 2011
Gargh!!!! week 1 is almost over...
ALREADY!!!!! cant believe it.
Trials in week 3 :S so not ready, hardly studied, doomed to fail :(
wow longest phone call I've had in (to quote someone) Yonks! (: but it was good, nice talking to you haha
Ortho today =/ 2 of my brackets have come off... as well as the hoop thing that goes on one of my molars to hold the wire in is loose as well.. haha lucky ortho today (:
hating this rain! so dreary and makes my mood go all weird, well weirder than usual lol.
oh wells, short post;
1st day back!
10:22 PM - Tuesday, July 19, 2011
screw school..
screw those teachers who freaking expect the entire freaking class to get a cadetship. The 3 people who did are obviously the best, and the rest of the class are just pieces of s*** right? yeah cause i couldn't have applied for one AND gotten rejected. Not possible right?
yay for double English, where your group does jack all, and you end up doing all the work to cover for your entire group, because your just going to get busted for the lack of work THEY didn't do. The work that was supposed to have been done BEFORE the holidays, and they come back having done none of it. Thanks.
I hate school. Wish it would just get lost, and die.
I guess the only good thing is, that even through all this crap I'm going through, these massive mood swings and bad moods. I know there's a part somewhere in me, that's telling me to Rejoice, and Rejoice Always. Through the good, and especially through the bad.
monday.
6:45 PM - Monday, July 18, 2011
found out, the most tiring thing i can think of doing, is keeping up that happy face :) the one to hide everything. And that you eventually, cannot keep it there forever. When you feel that you wont be able to hide it, and keep on smiling, than you meet a family friend, and you somehow find the strength to get it up again, even if its just for that 20seconds, it comes back.
than you feel shit, and it keeps getting shitter. haha. got to love it.
yay oh and now i have some freaking rash on my hand. cool. lots of fun, just in time for school =D
oh and watched harry potter.
9:41 PM - Thursday, July 7, 2011
can YOU see me? cause I can't.
9:11 PM