first day of school... yay?
first up... double english =D well single, because the anzac ceremony took up our second period (Y)
than double maths... with the biggest dodge teacher ever =/ and yeah...BUT actually did some work =DDD
economics after maths was pointless, half the class didnt show, so we didnt get our marks back that day :'( yeah sad face... but w/e screwed it anyway. found out today. 68% WOOT.. srecw me T_T
period 6 was some random rta talk about speeding.. which they somehow linked to cricket.. (dont ask me why, cause i have no idea) so that took my free :(
lunch yea yea boring like normal.
ancient and business after lunch, got our business marks back =D another 68% SO FAR, havent added in the extended response yet, but you know ill probably fail that, so 68 or lower..
oh my day didnt stop there :)
extension history!!!! from 3pm till 5pm =D the joy of staying at school...
was actually alright so didnt really mind it AND i didnt fall asleep (Y) sortve a big deal for me.
he he he he..............
anyways left blah blah
had to pick up my brother after school =/ ended up missing the bus, so waited till 5:55 for the next one D: such a boring time, and it was getting dark as well.
anyway, get off the bus and im walking home with my bro
[mhmm hes 8? 9? somewhere around that] and can be the biggest pain, but i guess i love him. so yeah
but as im walking home up the road, idunno what happened.. i see a car coming down the road towards us? hes right at the curb/ on the grass next to the road, whereas i walk basically down the middle of the road ( cause im G) but honestly just cause i hate walking on grass.
so the car drives past, in the wet and stuff, and idunno i suddenly get a picture in my head? you could call it a vision, but i dont really think it was.. cause if it was, i might die soon? idunno.
"the vision"
walking home at the exact same time as than, yeh road was wet, it was dark, than the car comes around the corner, doesnt stop. and runs me over
oh yay for happy visions. it didnt stop at that however, i see my own body, broken thrown through the air bloodied and basically mush as the car slows to a stop.
yeah very graphic, but it goes on? my head is still untouched, well unscathed and as my body lies on the ground, i can see it all as if id died, and was just looking on the scene from above, my bro, who i pick on quite alot.. more than id like to admit =/ but yeah
runs to my body crying about me, calling out my name, and brother!!! and yeah, he has tears streaming down his face, looking at my body as the ambulance arrives,
he just kept on clinging to my body.
yeah long post.. and that vision? or whatever it was, was in and out of my head within maybe 2 seconds? im guessing its not normal to imagine yourself dieing and stuff...
but yes.
first 2 days of school over :)
first week gone. not long till my doomsday, HSC :(
Stolen from Carmen, who stole it from Sandra, who found it ....
somewhere... :D
Under 25 - White Washed.
26 - 30 - Australian Born Asian.
31 - 40 - Asian in Training.
40 - 45 - Asian, with a slight mix of fob.
46 + - Hopeless FOB.
Section 1
[x] Are you Asian in the first place?
[x] Were you born in an Asian country? hk <3
[x] Can you use chopsticks?
[x] Have you taken Vietnamese/Chinese/Korean/Japanese/LAO etc. school as a kid?
[x] Can you speak an Asian language?
[ ] Is your favourite subject math/science?
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day/or alot?
[x] Did you ever/Do you spike/highlight your hair?
[ ] Do you have an "azn crew"? but.. the whole school is asian.. <--LOL sandra. true.
[ ] Do you have a 80+ average?
Score: 7
Section 2
[x] Did/Do you listen to Asian music?
[x] Have you watched Asian movies?
[x] Have you watched Asian Dramas?
[x] Do you know what DDR is?
[x] Do you drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[ ] Do you own something Hello Kitty?
[x] Have you played the violin/piano/cello?
[x] Do your parents get mad at you you if you get bad grades? allllll the time....
[x] Have you been on the honor roll?
[x] Have you ever been to China Town?
Score: 16
Section 3
[x] Are you or were you once a fob?
[ ] Does your last name end in y or g? how is n not there T_T chan? chen? ...
[x] Have you dated/Want to/Are you dating Asian guys/girls? yeah, i think we'll get along better if he was asian...
[x] Does/did your SNS/Msn Screen name have the symbols: ♥*･ﾟ.`*•･:.｡ loooooooonnnngggggggg time ago.. in a galaxy far far away....
[ ] Does/did your SNS/e-mail have/had the words: AzN, gurl, boy, sweet, cute, hot, dragon, babe, angel, lil, princess, Xx...xX, oO..,Oo,(word)ii etc?
[x] Do you have both an Asian and an English name?
[x] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house?
[x] Do you know the song "Got Rice"?
[x] Have you watched Bleach?
Score: 23
Section 4
[x] Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before?
[x] Are your parents fobs? LOL um.. very very very much so T_T
[x] Is the mall your hang out place? :L i guess. depends tho
[ ] Do you think you're short? avg? :D and tall when i go to hk LOL
[x] Do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc? i dont want to try and count....
[x] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers? ofc i can :) practiced throughout all of year10 maths :D (queue fail maths marks)
[ ] Have you ever solved a rubik's cube?
[x] Did/Do you read Manga?
[x] Do you/your parents save ketchup packets/napkins/etc from restaurants for later use? less and less
[x] Do you have ASIAN Pride? ofc :)
[x] Have you ever played Final Fantasy?
Score: 32
Section 5
[x] Has anyone ever told you to "open your eyes?" it was the IN thing in primary school... :'(
[x] Do you speak your Asian language with your friends?
[ ] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market/Nail salon in an Asian community? my uncle used to own some... gaming place.. like galaxyworld in hk =O
[ ] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT? how old am i T_T 10?
[x] Do you have relatives in your home country still? yeah, how bout EVERYONE?! cept that one in america
[ ] Does your house smell like incense once in awhile? christian
[x] Do you have/need glasses or braces?
[x] Do you like to read?
[ ] Do you NOT have an allowance?
[x] Do your parents buy soy sauce by the gallon? by Litres
score: 38
26 - 30 - Australian Born Asian.
wow im 17... (bit/very very slow but yeah..)
feel absolutely.. the same.
no different whatsoever.
some people say you learn as you get older? idunno...
but i feel like i know less and less. about what to do, how i feel. EVERYTHING
reminds me of something kenneth? said at youth camp.
the more you know/understand w/e. the more you realise the less you know..
guess thats true.
we cant know it all. and we will always be clueless.
well thats what i think...
*Sigh*
how am i supposed to feel?....
last time i had contact with you, was through my friends phone.. with you going F*** you over and over..
than this time, my other friend asks me if i can lend you some stuff and im willing to without hesitating..
last time i was ready to rage.. this time i felt sorry and idunno what else
*Sigh* im so confused as to what i should do. =/
p.s.
sorry if i was so outve it/tired at 180 =/ just lack of sleep in general as well as
mixed emotions? from what i said ^ so yeah.. sorry =/
thankyou to all of you anyway
love you guys