was so tired at church today =/ basically just collapsed.. 3:30-4am nights 2 days in a row drains you :S
so i got to church feeling alright, well physically i was half asleep but alright, i could stay awake. than i saw her, completely unexpected and my brain practically exploded. mental stress from assessments came flooding back in, along with the stress of her being there (even though i know it shouldn't affect me anymore) all came rushing in and crushed what little chance i had of staying awake. i just lost the will to stay awake and yeah.
Was quiet through our entire study, it pissed me off even more, how the guys in my study, cant grow up. Can't they see that Henry is trying to teach us, to help us grow as christians, yet they have to act immature and just be complete idiots just to try to annoy him, so that they have more to complain about. If they think Henry is strict on them, its because your making him have to be, maybe if you acted more mature he would loosen up and you'd learn more. i mean, when Henry asked what we wanted to be remembered for, Jeremy; "eating the most buffets in the world", Kenneth; "being a superhero, or breaking the most world records." i mean, yeah what are you? 7? than at the end of the study, Henry says that he hopes when we grow older and think about it more, we'll realise that as christians we should want to be remembered for being a christian, and the things we've done in the name of God. Kenneth than goes on to complain about how Henry is "partonising" him by saying "when you guys grow up...." but what do you want from him kenneth? he's trying to teach us, and yet you give him answers like "for being a superhero" and shit like that. yeah, i agree with him. GROW UP! and thats to my entire bible study, try to understand how Henry feels, trying to teach us, and yet being given answers like this. This includes me, i have a long way to go as well... so yeah. I just wish the guys would understand...