i really felt sorry for the "non--asian" rappers who went up and performed, since it was a almost fully asian crowd, we didnt know how to appreciate their music. the other bands were pretty good though. GARAGE HYMNAL! were really good, as expected but i didnt get to buy their cd and get it autographed! which didnt make my day any better.
JUSTICE CREWWWW went to rice fever (: getting a teeshirt signed by emman was definately the highlight of the day! as well as the photos which i got with them. it was cool. they are actually really awesome dancers! seeing them live really let me see that, and appreciate them more, even though i was so far back that i couldnt see the floorwork they were doing ): that sortve sucked...
probably the best thing that we ended up doing was walk around and take photos of people
=)
some ending in horrible disasters...
and omgosh! there were some amazing guys who were bboy-ing, and Aaron was one of them (: him and his very G friends haha
i got videos of most of them when they were dancing, but it was on grass so sortve dodgy. i got a few really nice photos of aaron doing freezes which was cool *shall post on fb when i get home*
the trip home was sortve... bad
felt really bad and broke down..
i guess its sortve obvious when i do, since whenever it actually happens, which is often. i tend to just keep to myself and pump my music really loud so i can block out everything. pretending to sleep also helps, even though the bus trip sortve didnt work out. it just sucks when you realise, what you really are like. what youre like on the inside, and how you act and stuff..
i kindve reflected on our study on friday at 180fm, where we were talking about all christians being hypocrites.
its funny how i thought i could become a leader when i leave high school, in a bit more than a years time. when i am no where near ready. reflecting on what im like, really showed me just how far i have to gom when i can think about the consequences of what i do, what its affect on other people would be like, and just how much i trust in God.
knowing how far i still have to go, really sheds some light on what im doing wrong. i just pray that God will help me fix them. all of them.
anyways.. enough of my mental breakdowns and bouts of depression.
shoutout to my friend WONEY BHANG!
for being awesome and its his birthday (: so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!